of dreams

i lay there

still as can be

and let my mind fall deep inside itself

so to distract me,

if even slightly,

as i went deeper,

i heard the sound of my fingers softly running 

along the sides of prayer wheels

and in the near distance

monks chanting, in low monotonous tones

someone else's hands, letting two little bells,

gently touch,

in amidst it all,

the wind flapping past my ears

i was somewhere i had never been,

yet it felt too familiar.

deeper inside,

it changed to another world,

and i found myself in a field full of giant

bunnytails,

i was walking under them,

feeling awestruck by their

 softness & protection.

flying past above my head, i also saw

giant bumble bees, the size of cats or dogs,

buzzing past like big soft furry toys

but alive,

alive and happy

all of this, began

filling my soul with breath

and breathe,

i do,

and remember this

for today.